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Today school went well until 5th period when I called my mom. The mono test came back positive. UGH...
this is all I need to miss school the first week. My mom is gay so I am not sure how much I can do. I am paranoid and I need it to stop. I can't eat without it hurting so much. Today was temporary results I just found out so tomorrow I will have a definite answer. Maybe my doctor is wrong since he is so retarded. Maybe not. If this is the ending of it I don't mind missing a week of school, or even nothing at all.
- I hate being sick
- I hate missing school
- I hate being home
- I hate feeling dependent
- I hate being paranoid
- I hate having so much time on my hands
- I hate not being able to eat barely
- I hate how it is so hard for me to breathe
- I hate how it is possible for me to get so bad if this is the beginning. The doctor said if this is the beginning it will get bad being that it started off bad.
UGH well besides that I zoned out in all of my classes and Gabi came over after school. Cait, Gabi, and I went to the deli and walked around. I am really upset right now but I don't know exactly why WTF?
Even if I have mono I am still doing everything normal because I really am not doing the whole I have mono I am staying in bed thing.
this is all I need to miss school the first week. My mom is gay so I am not sure how much I can do. I am paranoid and I need it to stop. I can't eat without it hurting so much. Today was temporary results I just found out so tomorrow I will have a definite answer. Maybe my doctor is wrong since he is so retarded. Maybe not. If this is the ending of it I don't mind missing a week of school, or even nothing at all.
- I hate being sick
- I hate missing school
- I hate being home
- I hate feeling dependent
- I hate being paranoid
- I hate having so much time on my hands
- I hate not being able to eat barely
- I hate how it is so hard for me to breathe
- I hate how it is possible for me to get so bad if this is the beginning. The doctor said if this is the beginning it will get bad being that it started off bad.
UGH well besides that I zoned out in all of my classes and Gabi came over after school. Cait, Gabi, and I went to the deli and walked around. I am really upset right now but I don't know exactly why WTF?
Even if I have mono I am still doing everything normal because I really am not doing the whole I have mono I am staying in bed thing.