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I have no idea what is going on in anyone's life except for like one person because I have been distant and crying the entire evening since approximately 12:59 today. yesterday. whatever.
i love my small group
i love the girls, especially
but really.
i love devin t adams. there are no words.
We had to fill out these surveys for the band program from next year. they were anonymous, I poured my heart into mine. I'm sure he knows it's mine. but it broke my heart thinking about it today. I barely shed a tear at the concert, but sitting in that room today, I felt like all of those trophies just sat on my shoulders. I could not help but sob. Last night at awards night, as I received the JPS award (for the 2nd time), Mr. Bubbett sincerely looked me in the eyes and said "thank you for everything emily, really, thank you" and I almost broke down then. This afternoon, as I cried hysterically into his chest, all I could get out behind my tears was "can I please take my bassoon so I can go to my lesson on Friday" "You can have anything you want, emily waymire". there is just nothing else I could say. Perhaps I'll be able to handle myself better when I take the bassoon back.
then I was really ok until Devin sang that song to me.
i love my small group
i love the girls, especially
but really.
i love devin t adams. there are no words.
We had to fill out these surveys for the band program from next year. they were anonymous, I poured my heart into mine. I'm sure he knows it's mine. but it broke my heart thinking about it today. I barely shed a tear at the concert, but sitting in that room today, I felt like all of those trophies just sat on my shoulders. I could not help but sob. Last night at awards night, as I received the JPS award (for the 2nd time), Mr. Bubbett sincerely looked me in the eyes and said "thank you for everything emily, really, thank you" and I almost broke down then. This afternoon, as I cried hysterically into his chest, all I could get out behind my tears was "can I please take my bassoon so I can go to my lesson on Friday" "You can have anything you want, emily waymire". there is just nothing else I could say. Perhaps I'll be able to handle myself better when I take the bassoon back.
then I was really ok until Devin sang that song to me.