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So basically, I went back to work before I was ready because I needed the money and inevitably it caught up on me. I'm almost certain I'm losing the job and even if I'm not, I probably won't last much longer. I was so physically ill on Sunday that I literally thought I was going to die. My bed sheets were soaking from cold sweat, the pain was unbearable, I was physically sick, fainting, so weak I couldn't pick up my mobile phone. Luckily I'm better than that now, but I still have barely moved since. It's been 9 months since I tried to get therapy.
So.. yeah.
So.. yeah.