word.
Just a calendar day,
it's funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change.
Some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
I don't know the right things to do,
in fact I don't have a clue.
Sometimes i feel like a tool.
And I want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do.
But when I hate everything about the mean things that I say
it feels like I mess up so much and I can only say
"I hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me I'm okay
and one day one day I know you'll say
"I'm so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
Because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things I do
but now I realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
I don't know much but I know we will be as happy as a 1950's TV family
except times infinity
Two calendar days
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
I wonder what if I'm too late,
all the time that I said I would just wait?
and yeah does anyone care?
about us here or anywhere?
Well I just want to try and dare to be there, to care
because I know- I know that's rare
it's funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change.
Some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
I don't know the right things to do,
in fact I don't have a clue.
Sometimes i feel like a tool.
And I want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do.
But when I hate everything about the mean things that I say
it feels like I mess up so much and I can only say
"I hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me I'm okay
and one day one day I know you'll say
"I'm so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
Because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things I do
but now I realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
I don't know much but I know we will be as happy as a 1950's TV family
except times infinity
Two calendar days
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
I wonder what if I'm too late,
all the time that I said I would just wait?
and yeah does anyone care?
about us here or anywhere?
Well I just want to try and dare to be there, to care
because I know- I know that's rare