this is what its like to be me..

[_empty__hotel_]

used.
abused.
confused.

figure me out.
empty inside.
fake smiles.
blank eyes.
tattered heart.
spilled guts.
numb feelings.
take a look.
at what used to be me.
walk backwards.
fall down.
mess up.
hold tight.
let go.

seal fate.
scarred hate.
run fast.
faster.
away.
hit the wall.
fade out.
existance.
never existed in the beginning.
anonymous face.
dead body.
empty heart.
be blind.
drown out.
no more.
than before.
quick.
head out.
run back into me.
i was never there.
to begin with.