hmmm de hmmm de hmmmmmm.....
not having a back to this chair is really hurting my spine. my chair right now is the bottom part to one of those wimpy little rolly chairs that doesn't have arms either, so basically I am on a drummer's throne with wheels on it. owwowww oww... and we don't have the back anymore.
I feel mentally dry today. and it's not even because I didn't do much of anything today; I actually had somewhat of a life today. I went outside the house, saw people other than family members, and everything. oh and I finally saw the original Buffy the Vampire Slayer movie... and Tony was right. it *is* really dumb, lame, and stupid. no wonder he thinks the show sucks (he's never seen the show, only the movie).
well, I have everyone's presents except Paul's, and I think I'm going to get his much later on. I have to wrap everything still, and for some reason it doesn't seem real that Christmas is only a couple days away, and then I leave for Wyoming.
I wish I could have gone to BCHS before they got out for Christmas vacation, but I didn't have any opportunities. maybe I can go in the scant days between moving back into my dorm room and when school starts... because next semester's schedule doesn't allow for any visiting time. boo.
I've also been having some really weird, vivid waking dreams lately. on the other hand, things have pretty much emotionally stabilized since several days ago. not that that helps salve things I've already done... man it really sucks not talking to Tony (or emailing as the case may be).
for some really weird reason I have this notion that I must nail down the kind of food I want at the reception as soon as possible. it's like something is telling me that time is of the essence. maybe all this wedding stuff is driving me nuts. (it's probably driving everyone else nuts, that's for sure...)
anyway my back really hurts so I am going to go to bed.
=^.^=
I feel mentally dry today. and it's not even because I didn't do much of anything today; I actually had somewhat of a life today. I went outside the house, saw people other than family members, and everything. oh and I finally saw the original Buffy the Vampire Slayer movie... and Tony was right. it *is* really dumb, lame, and stupid. no wonder he thinks the show sucks (he's never seen the show, only the movie).
well, I have everyone's presents except Paul's, and I think I'm going to get his much later on. I have to wrap everything still, and for some reason it doesn't seem real that Christmas is only a couple days away, and then I leave for Wyoming.
I wish I could have gone to BCHS before they got out for Christmas vacation, but I didn't have any opportunities. maybe I can go in the scant days between moving back into my dorm room and when school starts... because next semester's schedule doesn't allow for any visiting time. boo.
I've also been having some really weird, vivid waking dreams lately. on the other hand, things have pretty much emotionally stabilized since several days ago. not that that helps salve things I've already done... man it really sucks not talking to Tony (or emailing as the case may be).
for some really weird reason I have this notion that I must nail down the kind of food I want at the reception as soon as possible. it's like something is telling me that time is of the essence. maybe all this wedding stuff is driving me nuts. (it's probably driving everyone else nuts, that's for sure...)
anyway my back really hurts so I am going to go to bed.
=^.^=