he cried for me... it was like a dagger thrust to my heart
the previous post is a bunch of self-centered whining. "me, me, me, oh this is so terrible to me, I can't believe I'm in this situation, what did I do, what am I going to do," BLAH BLAH BLAH.
@>:^( <---- angry face, with the swirly thing on top of the head
in reality...
I AM A CLASS 'A' JERK.
a bit of 'meme' first, to get it over with:
I am stupid and manipulative. I got in trouble because I tried to play mad scientist. I played with another human being's heart without really caring about anything but me. I wanted to try this 'experiment' because I wanted to see what I could do. I was so puffed up on hubris that I didn't see what I was doing.
Tony fell in love with me. Tony reformed his spiritual life. Tony bent over backwards and did it all because he saw the truth in what I said. Tony saw all my good qualities while I never saw him at all. the only heart that's on the line is his. the only tender feelings involved are his. the only one whose emotional stability is wrapped intensely around every word I say and action I do are his.
I am doing to him exactly what broke my heart in the first place, and now I am frightened because I am breaking his.
AND THE PATHETIC THING IS, ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS MYSELF!
he's a person! he's a soul! he can feel! HE CRIED BECAUSE I AM AN INSENSITIVE IDIOT!
I think I love him.
can I do that?
@>:^( <---- angry face, with the swirly thing on top of the head
in reality...
I AM A CLASS 'A' JERK.
a bit of 'meme' first, to get it over with:
I am stupid and manipulative. I got in trouble because I tried to play mad scientist. I played with another human being's heart without really caring about anything but me. I wanted to try this 'experiment' because I wanted to see what I could do. I was so puffed up on hubris that I didn't see what I was doing.
Tony fell in love with me. Tony reformed his spiritual life. Tony bent over backwards and did it all because he saw the truth in what I said. Tony saw all my good qualities while I never saw him at all. the only heart that's on the line is his. the only tender feelings involved are his. the only one whose emotional stability is wrapped intensely around every word I say and action I do are his.
I am doing to him exactly what broke my heart in the first place, and now I am frightened because I am breaking his.
AND THE PATHETIC THING IS, ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS MYSELF!
he's a person! he's a soul! he can feel! HE CRIED BECAUSE I AM AN INSENSITIVE IDIOT!
I think I love him.
can I do that?