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hah ha funniest pic EVER...that just made my day..the pic is called "up yours"...lol i got it off www.funnyjunk.com its a CRAZY site
well i went to the movies last night w/ scott, lauren, max and chris...we saw secret window..it was ok..it was more phsycotic, not scary at all but w/e and i came home and talked to ali online..shes feeling really down..its like deja vu all over again cuz she feels about this guy jon the way i feel about david..that i would die to prove to him that all i want is to make him happy..but jon and ali arent going out and jon is being a jackass dumbfuck to her and telling her she is an annoyance to him..i had a convo w/ him..here it is:
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:34 PM]: hey can u do me a favor and pleassse talk 2 ali, or at least be nice to her? she really cares about you, and she is crushed and i really hate to see her that way...
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:34 PM]: Well, I hate it too
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:35 PM]: but I'm fucking tired of it
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:35 PM]: then why cant you just be nice to her or at least not treat her like dirt cuz from what i hear, your reallly being a dick right now
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:36 PM]: to her at least...you know she's having a rough time in her life right now...and she really needs you there for her as a friend
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:36 PM]: yeah she fucking told my friend that I said "She is the cause of my pain"
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:36 PM]: For having a rough time, she sure knows how to piss someone off
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:36 PM]: She lied to my friend
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:37 PM]: then she's a hypocrite
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:37 PM]: dont be like that..just shut up ok...your really pissing me off right now cuz u cant just be nice to her instead of telling her she's an annoyance to you..and its REALLY hurting her..you have no idea how much she actually does care about you
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:37 PM]: Believe me I do
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:38 PM]: but I've been at least trying not to explode at her
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:38 PM]: and I'm finally tired of it
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:39 PM]: then why cant you just be considerate? instead of calling her an annoyance and saying whatever you said to her...i mean..to tell you the truth.. i dont know what she is doing that is annoying you so much..she was only trying to talk 2 you like a FRIEND before..
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:39 PM]: yeah for one of the first times
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:39 PM]: ??
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:39 PM]: and what were all the other times?
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:39 PM]: cause all the other times she'd say "I'm sad" or something to get my attention
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:40 PM]: I'm finaly tired of her
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:40 PM]: well maybe she really was! and she wanted you to HELP her..she turned to you for HELP like a FRIED would do to a FRIEND
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:40 PM]: A friend yeah I bet I bet
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:40 PM]: i go to ali all the time wen im sad..and i tell her im sad..and she helps me..or at least she tries
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:40 PM]: wtf?!??!?!? why else wud she turn to you?
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:41 PM]: if she didnt consider you a friend i dont think she'd fucking talk 2 u!
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: listen, your biased its ok
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: I dont get it completely either
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: just I'm finally done
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: it doesnt mean I wont ever talk to her again
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: I just want to take control of my part in whats going on
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:41 PM]: but if you do will u please try not to explode at her and just be nice?
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: She gets everyone to feel sorry for her wether its her intention or not and I come up empty
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:41 PM]: BE NICE?
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:42 PM]: Just talking about it pisses me off
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:42 PM]: ok, I dont care if you fucking paste this to her
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:42 PM]: cuz she doesnt need this from someone she cares about most
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:42 PM]: sorry...
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:43 PM]: but just please..im not the only one ur pissing off you know..cuz we all hate seeing ali like this..and your the person who can help her in the biggest way so she'll be happy..but u refuse...so maybe THATS WHY she is always saying to YOU she's sad...think about that...
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:43 PM]: Well, if she cares so much then why she doesnt try and understand
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:44 PM]: YEAH but I have my OWN problems
MrXChainsawXTri0 [10:44 PM]: I cant MAKE her a large part of my life
BiLLysMiNe027 [10:44 PM]: cuz maybe if you just talked to her about it CALMLY she will understand and she'll come to u less saying she is sad and just forget about it ok?
i HAD to say something to him..i mean..she cut herself and she almost ran out of the house but her mom caught her..im having her ocme over tonite cuz she NEEDS to get out of her house and she wants to but i dont want her going sumwhere random and nicole is coming and maybe max..and maybe brittany too..party time whoo hoo! lol im going to go now..nothing more to write
+Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening, And live life eachday as if it were your last.+
peace ♥ and randomness
Jess