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weeeeee i can cross things out now how fun!!
well........today i went to sawgrass mall w/ ali, emilie and amanda(shes a 12th grader i feel special now lol) i got guitar earrings and a red and black shiny star necklace from hot topic..its really perdddy..lol
i got my hallucinations at the mall again today..i see him EVERYWHERE this is crazzy..i hate it...i LOVE him so much and i dont know what to do..i want him back so badly..it would make me soo happy cuz that is the ONLY thing i want..thats IT..is david..is that A WHOLE LOT to ask for? i mean..i know its something..but i cud ask for more...and i dont know..im going nuts..its him thats making me depressed now...and my mom keeps asking me why im depressed, and i keep saying cuz of lauren and all them..i mean..im not going to tell her im depressed cuz im in love w/ somebody who just dumped me..cuz she said 14 year old boys are like 11 year old boys..gee thanks mom..ur greattt help..love ya too
well........today i went to sawgrass mall w/ ali, emilie and amanda(shes a 12th grader i feel special now lol) i got guitar earrings and a red and black shiny star necklace from hot topic..its really perdddy..lol
i got my hallucinations at the mall again today..i see him EVERYWHERE this is crazzy..i hate it...i LOVE him so much and i dont know what to do..i want him back so badly..it would make me soo happy cuz that is the ONLY thing i want..thats IT..is david..is that A WHOLE LOT to ask for? i mean..i know its something..but i cud ask for more...and i dont know..im going nuts..its him thats making me depressed now...and my mom keeps asking me why im depressed, and i keep saying cuz of lauren and all them..i mean..im not going to tell her im depressed cuz im in love w/ somebody who just dumped me..cuz she said 14 year old boys are like 11 year old boys..gee thanks mom..ur greattt help..love ya too