a new year.
well guys, it's a whole new year.
my new years party was an overall success with minor mishaps (but I still can't find my brand new camera:|)
everyone got fucked up and all had a good time so I'm happy
and I didn't have a panic attack this time!!
by far, this was the best new years I've had in a very long time;
I didn't miss the count down, I got my new years kiss from a cutie named Jeff, I puked once but I recovered very quickly
there were a few people who went to my middle school who showed up which was awesome catching up with them [such a small world]
and this one guy, Anthony whom I used to like in grade 6 & 7 was on E and I was talking to him and I admitted "yes, I did like you but I was shy" and he was all like "whatever bad things that happened between us I am sorry for" and gave me a hug
it was nice o have some sort of closure because I REEEALLLLY liked him, and there was a lot of drama over it,
but it was long forgiven and forgotten but it was still nice of him to say sorry.
if there was one thing I regret now on new years was not pursuing things with Jeff...I was too high/drunk to realize he was hitting on me...he kept bringing up how I'm a good kisser and kept telling me to come sit with him and stuff...awww he probably thinks I don't like him :(
argh I'm so dumb why didn't I get his number?! he's got a lot of qualities that I look for in a guy...cute, funny, stoner, a bit of an intellect, we had a lot in common....oh well I'm sure I'll see him around
lol we did a lot of "dirty dancing" as ellen said which was all good; I love dancing :)
everything was good, the entire night was good....even the morning, hehe anthony, Mike, Jeff and I all stayed up talking til nearly 8 in the morning...I don't even remember what was being said or who was saying what, but I know we were having the most amusing conversations I've had since....Flynn? speaking of churros I miss that fag,...
so, it was a good night, the cleaning up was worth it, and I'm hoping this will be a great year.
here's to a new beginning.
my new years party was an overall success with minor mishaps (but I still can't find my brand new camera:|)
everyone got fucked up and all had a good time so I'm happy
and I didn't have a panic attack this time!!
by far, this was the best new years I've had in a very long time;
I didn't miss the count down, I got my new years kiss from a cutie named Jeff, I puked once but I recovered very quickly
there were a few people who went to my middle school who showed up which was awesome catching up with them [such a small world]
and this one guy, Anthony whom I used to like in grade 6 & 7 was on E and I was talking to him and I admitted "yes, I did like you but I was shy" and he was all like "whatever bad things that happened between us I am sorry for" and gave me a hug
it was nice o have some sort of closure because I REEEALLLLY liked him, and there was a lot of drama over it,
but it was long forgiven and forgotten but it was still nice of him to say sorry.
if there was one thing I regret now on new years was not pursuing things with Jeff...I was too high/drunk to realize he was hitting on me...he kept bringing up how I'm a good kisser and kept telling me to come sit with him and stuff...awww he probably thinks I don't like him :(
argh I'm so dumb why didn't I get his number?! he's got a lot of qualities that I look for in a guy...cute, funny, stoner, a bit of an intellect, we had a lot in common....oh well I'm sure I'll see him around
lol we did a lot of "dirty dancing" as ellen said which was all good; I love dancing :)
everything was good, the entire night was good....even the morning, hehe anthony, Mike, Jeff and I all stayed up talking til nearly 8 in the morning...I don't even remember what was being said or who was saying what, but I know we were having the most amusing conversations I've had since....Flynn? speaking of churros I miss that fag,...
so, it was a good night, the cleaning up was worth it, and I'm hoping this will be a great year.
here's to a new beginning.