*sigh*
I had a lot of issues last year,
with school and parents and (ex)boyfriends and I was really into drugs.
I'm much better off the way I am now.
I'm doing really well in school now, I get along with my parents just fine, I could care less about boys, and I haven't done hard drugs for over 4 months now,
and I don't even blaze often anymore and I don't like it as much as I used to.
but I really miss the old me.
my life was interesting, however chaotic it was.
I'd never go back, but I wish it didn't change.
I guess I'm just bored with my life now.
it's just too routine.
go to school, do my work, come home (or go to ellen's), eat, sleep.
the weekend: I'm either at mat's or jon's with ellen and deandra,
and most of the time we're just watching movies.
or we're at a mall.
or driving around (aimlessly).
and then there's the random party, but usually they're lame.
I need more substance to my life.
with school and parents and (ex)boyfriends and I was really into drugs.
I'm much better off the way I am now.
I'm doing really well in school now, I get along with my parents just fine, I could care less about boys, and I haven't done hard drugs for over 4 months now,
and I don't even blaze often anymore and I don't like it as much as I used to.
but I really miss the old me.
my life was interesting, however chaotic it was.
I'd never go back, but I wish it didn't change.
I guess I'm just bored with my life now.
it's just too routine.
go to school, do my work, come home (or go to ellen's), eat, sleep.
the weekend: I'm either at mat's or jon's with ellen and deandra,
and most of the time we're just watching movies.
or we're at a mall.
or driving around (aimlessly).
and then there's the random party, but usually they're lame.
I need more substance to my life.