Nov 25, 2007 21:59
So I don't even know what to think right now. I'm so scared of being hurt again. All that shit with Greg was just a totaly blurr. I mean one minute we were happy and the next he was breaking up with me. What if Dave does the same thing?? I mean I guess guys change their mind that easily. I mean Greg was all sweet with me and telling me all these things and thats almost how Dave is, just cuter. UGH I dno. I'm just afraid of giving him my heart and him dropping and curb stomping it. UGH UGH UGH
Okay I'm gonna stop talking bad and talk good about him now =]
Omg he's so adorable. He makes my heart jump with every word he speaks. He tells me I look amazing even when I'm looking horrible. He smiles at me and I can't help but smile back and think, "Wow this kids amazing". I love when he holds my hands and tried to warm me up when it's cold. I love how he travels 30 mins in the cold to come to my house. I love how we would both rather just sit in my house playing guitar then hanging out with other people. I love being alone with him and just holding his hand while we watch cory in the house and Hannah Montanna.
Writing that put a smile on my face.
I'm just gonna be more careful this time.
♥