So, I just got a 3rd job today, and I feel kind of empty and unaccomplished.
I don't really know what's up anymore. I think it's just because I feel like I'm not doing anything that I was meant to do with my life, but I am soo behind with my bills that I feel like I am going to drown or be buried alive in them soon.
I'm sorry, but, those of you that know me well, should know that there is no way I was ever meant to work 3 jobs at a time. I feel like I'm struggling so much just to survive, and I just wish I would have gotten a job with my degree or stayed in Australia and kept working there.
I have alot of new pictures, but, I will have to put them in here another time. I'm kind of lost right now, and I have too much on my mind. The job that I got pays pretty well, but, I'm going to hate doing it. I'm pretty sure that I fucking hate life right now, but, I don't really know why. I probably need to travel soon, (but, I just got back from Connecticut.)
Well, I'm back to being confused with life. I thought life was starting to get easier for me, but, I guess I was wrong again.
Sorry for the negativity, but, I needed an outlet.
I should move.
I'm sorry, but, those of you that know me well, should know that there is no way I was ever meant to work 3 jobs at a time. I feel like I'm struggling so much just to survive, and I just wish I would have gotten a job with my degree or stayed in Australia and kept working there.
I have alot of new pictures, but, I will have to put them in here another time. I'm kind of lost right now, and I have too much on my mind. The job that I got pays pretty well, but, I'm going to hate doing it. I'm pretty sure that I fucking hate life right now, but, I don't really know why. I probably need to travel soon, (but, I just got back from Connecticut.)
Well, I'm back to being confused with life. I thought life was starting to get easier for me, but, I guess I was wrong again.
Sorry for the negativity, but, I needed an outlet.
I should move.