School is a four letter word...
So, today was another good day. I've been feeling really down and stressed out about a lot lately...mostly grades, and school related stuff. Ruth keeps telling me not to get all stressed out over school matters, but it's pretty hard not to.
I've been feeling really anxious lately- on top of feeling depressed about certain aspects of my teenage angsty life. I really don't know why I've been feeling so anxious. It's really starting to scare me...
Another thing, I don't know why I've been thinking about it so much lately. I don't know why I have the feeling that I *need* to have a boyfriend right now. I know I don't...I guess it's just that petty desire schtick...happens to every hormonal teenage girl, and now it's happening to me. Unfortunately. I don't know why I have this incredible desire to be..some guy's arm candy. Just to have that feeling of being wanted, I guess. It's pretty shallow in retrospect...
*~Andrew Smalley- If you by any chance are reading this post (which I highly doubt) I want you to go look at this drawing I did of you when we knew each other during freshman year. Please.. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15905661/ :]