124: RANDOM post. for reals.
why do i have the most amazing boyfriend?
i mean jesus. today he brought me my favorite flower.
& snuck up on me, singing
good thing i love him ;x
i have been really homesick lately ;[
the weather really does it for me.
youd think id WANT to go swimming, or uhm something, when the weather is good, bc its really my only break from the depression that the winters here in iceshit bring... but the truth of the matter is, i cant be happy with being away from home. but i kNOW that if i went back id feel the same way... id miss everything here. im hard to please in this situation. very.
but then again i guess i never really did like to swim. & im not good at it.
but id like to walk around ;[
yeah i would...
yesterday árni went walking around & taking pictures of stuff.
i wanted to go with him so badly, but i had a feeling he wanted to be alone.
so me going would be out of the question.
so i didnt even ask.
& i could have dragged kristinn out with me. he likes that kind of stuff too.
most the kids here do.
but i dunno he was at sea. so BAH.
& i didnt wanna be alone yesterday... that was the last thing i wanted to do.
sooooo i went to sleep at 6pm
sometimes i wish there was someone out there that was a bit like me. someone that i could tell everything to & that would understand...
someone i could just talk and spill everything inside me too... & someone that wouldnt judge me... someone who wouldnt get mad at me or disagree.
bc i know thats impossible to have... maybe thats why i want it so much ;/
bah bah bah bah bahslækaskjd
im listening to the dixie chicks?
don't ask.
haha i remember when sarah rehn sang a dixie chick song for the talent show in 8th grade. she was really good. and i did her make up. i think she won? i dunno.... i just know we got third place :]
i miss those carefree days.
bOoYAHHH i love alicia keys' new cd. its so fucking sensual. i swear to you.
its like the ultimate sex cd.
seriously.
MAN. i have this watch.... & its roxy, its silver & has rhinestones lining the outside... and a black face. i love it, but one of the fucking rhinestones fell out. so now im going to cry.
i BOUGHT MY AMMA A CARD TODAY ;x
its so cute.
it says "hold tenderly that which you cherish"
on the front. & nicer stuff on the inside from my heart.
coooorn dog.
i wonder if my mom is still in the slammer?
attn: HEATHER.
i hope all goes perfectly when you move to indiana... we dont get to talk much so its hard for me to tell you this... but i love you & i hope that you & johnny are very very very happy together...
attn: FRAN
classic. quack duckface quack.
this honestly cracked me up.
shes a slut. or no more like a nun... but thats worse.
attn: KRISTINN
stop being a fishboy >;[
attn: BRITTNI
each day i miss you more & more. honestly. & i bet you dont even read this
attn: BRITNEY SPEARS
stop being so fucking fantastic. oh and while you are at it stop being thehottest thing alive. its pissing me off.
god dammit i want to fucking see Peter Pan.
oh okay so,
attn: HOTT FRENCH TINKERBELL ACTRESS
stop it >;[
im gonna go to sleep for an hour.
asdfghjklpayce.
i mean jesus. today he brought me my favorite flower.
& snuck up on me, singing
good thing i love him ;x
i have been really homesick lately ;[
the weather really does it for me.
youd think id WANT to go swimming, or uhm something, when the weather is good, bc its really my only break from the depression that the winters here in iceshit bring... but the truth of the matter is, i cant be happy with being away from home. but i kNOW that if i went back id feel the same way... id miss everything here. im hard to please in this situation. very.
but then again i guess i never really did like to swim. & im not good at it.
but id like to walk around ;[
yeah i would...
yesterday árni went walking around & taking pictures of stuff.
i wanted to go with him so badly, but i had a feeling he wanted to be alone.
so me going would be out of the question.
so i didnt even ask.
& i could have dragged kristinn out with me. he likes that kind of stuff too.
most the kids here do.
but i dunno he was at sea. so BAH.
& i didnt wanna be alone yesterday... that was the last thing i wanted to do.
sooooo i went to sleep at 6pm
sometimes i wish there was someone out there that was a bit like me. someone that i could tell everything to & that would understand...
someone i could just talk and spill everything inside me too... & someone that wouldnt judge me... someone who wouldnt get mad at me or disagree.
bc i know thats impossible to have... maybe thats why i want it so much ;/
bah bah bah bah bahslækaskjd
im listening to the dixie chicks?
don't ask.
haha i remember when sarah rehn sang a dixie chick song for the talent show in 8th grade. she was really good. and i did her make up. i think she won? i dunno.... i just know we got third place :]
i miss those carefree days.
bOoYAHHH i love alicia keys' new cd. its so fucking sensual. i swear to you.
its like the ultimate sex cd.
seriously.
MAN. i have this watch.... & its roxy, its silver & has rhinestones lining the outside... and a black face. i love it, but one of the fucking rhinestones fell out. so now im going to cry.
i BOUGHT MY AMMA A CARD TODAY ;x
its so cute.
it says "hold tenderly that which you cherish"
on the front. & nicer stuff on the inside from my heart.
coooorn dog.
i wonder if my mom is still in the slammer?
attn: HEATHER.
i hope all goes perfectly when you move to indiana... we dont get to talk much so its hard for me to tell you this... but i love you & i hope that you & johnny are very very very happy together...
attn: FRAN
classic. quack duckface quack.
this honestly cracked me up.
shes a slut. or no more like a nun... but thats worse.
attn: KRISTINN
stop being a fishboy >;[
attn: BRITTNI
each day i miss you more & more. honestly. & i bet you dont even read this
attn: BRITNEY SPEARS
stop being so fucking fantastic. oh and while you are at it stop being thehottest thing alive. its pissing me off.
god dammit i want to fucking see Peter Pan.
oh okay so,
attn: HOTT FRENCH TINKERBELL ACTRESS
stop it >;[
im gonna go to sleep for an hour.
asdfghjklpayce.