fuck it all to hell.

[_elli]

usually when i have a gut feeling i trust it, i go 'fuck you all this is how i feel so this is what i'm doing' but no not this time i decided to trust everyone and not be stubborn like usual, so when i hadn't heard from siricco i called them like everyone told me too and when they didn't call back like they said they would i called again. till today when i call and pina practically yells at me saying she's very busy and hasn't even done the roster for the week. firstly what utter bullshit cos all the other staff in the all the stores must know when they're working and well secondly i've just completely fucked myself out of a job, i had other jobs and other interviews lined up and now they're all gone and i have to go crawling back to steve and ask him for as many shifts as he can give me so i can actually have an income.

now for moving that means i don't have enough money for rent, well i do if i stop eating and my car runs on water, so that means we can't get the great place i want. oh and my great uni course, yeah i haven't heard jack since they told me i got the transfer so i guess that's pretty fucked as well.

so i'm sitting here with half an hour till i have to be at work crying all over my that chicken place shirt.

fuck life is great.