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um i never update.
i figure if i have anything to talk about, i call amanda. or helen.
im happy with my relationships lately.
good friends are always with me, and those who dont matter as much... have drifted away or have been pushed away.
i just know what i deserve and i'm not going to subject myself to such lows.
i do miss a couple close friends... amanda dedios, kayla, neal... others.
we just all have conflicting schedules it seems. and i'm like an old person now and dont stay out late. i sleep all the time. or read...
i'm excited for school to start tomorrow. i'm taking a math class this summer, and i havent completed a math course since pre calculus in like 10th grade..... its been a while. i love math and science so these next few semesters are going to be alot of fun.
in other news, i have to start keeping track of my spending. those who know me well, know that i am prone to spending alot of money. and have nothing to show for it. i like to spend money on weed and alcohol.... who doesnt? but i just had to buy a new computer ($1500+) to top off all my other monthly bills. i now have three credit card bills to pay for monthly, along with my phone bill, car payment, and paying my debts back to my parents.
i'm lucky my parents still support me. i don't have to pay for rent, insurance, food, etc.
now i just need to get my shopping addiction and vices under control and hope for the best.
beach day today with amanda and melissa, it is much needed.
THIS WEATHER IS A KILLER. ESPECIALLY WHEN SIMPLE SIMONS DOESNT USE A GOOD AC. ITS LIKE 90 DEGREES INSIDE.... AND THATS NOT NEAR THE GRILL. EW SPENDING FULL TIME HOURS THERE IS A KILLER.
i figure if i have anything to talk about, i call amanda. or helen.
im happy with my relationships lately.
good friends are always with me, and those who dont matter as much... have drifted away or have been pushed away.
i just know what i deserve and i'm not going to subject myself to such lows.
i do miss a couple close friends... amanda dedios, kayla, neal... others.
we just all have conflicting schedules it seems. and i'm like an old person now and dont stay out late. i sleep all the time. or read...
i'm excited for school to start tomorrow. i'm taking a math class this summer, and i havent completed a math course since pre calculus in like 10th grade..... its been a while. i love math and science so these next few semesters are going to be alot of fun.
in other news, i have to start keeping track of my spending. those who know me well, know that i am prone to spending alot of money. and have nothing to show for it. i like to spend money on weed and alcohol.... who doesnt? but i just had to buy a new computer ($1500+) to top off all my other monthly bills. i now have three credit card bills to pay for monthly, along with my phone bill, car payment, and paying my debts back to my parents.
i'm lucky my parents still support me. i don't have to pay for rent, insurance, food, etc.
now i just need to get my shopping addiction and vices under control and hope for the best.
beach day today with amanda and melissa, it is much needed.
THIS WEATHER IS A KILLER. ESPECIALLY WHEN SIMPLE SIMONS DOESNT USE A GOOD AC. ITS LIKE 90 DEGREES INSIDE.... AND THATS NOT NEAR THE GRILL. EW SPENDING FULL TIME HOURS THERE IS A KILLER.