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[_electriicheart]

 i feel so bored with my life and smoking. as hypocritical as it is, smoking disgusts me. people become so different, so unmotivated, pathetic, and immune to emotion. i feel like everyday is the same, and i want spontaniety, not routine. im so sick of this and i need to change myself and my habits to better convey my views on life. i feel gross and sick all of the time and substances aren't helping.

im probably just ranting because i lost my weed tonight, but whatever.