i love you, sarah
today marks an incredibly huge change in my life; my first best friend left about 20 minutes ago for japan with her husband and daughter..permanently..i guess i didn't realise how hard this would be, but it is. heck, i've had to run to the bathroom about 12 times today at work so i could bust into tears in peace. it's strange, really. over the past couple years we sort of grew apart, as most people do when their lives take them in different directions, but shes always been a huge part of my life, and always will be. it just hurts so much to see her leave for good; the fact that i may not get to see her for another 10 years really puts things into perspective..where will i be when i see her again? married? far away from our home? a doctor? alone...?