argh.
i dont know if my back is getting better or worse. the pain comes and goes. just like the knees but more intense. and tonight i am playing a concert. oh i am goin to pay for this tomarrow. and then friday i have a concert again and then right after i am playing Vampire. i wonder how long it will take for me to kill over.
today i am goin to Celestinos to see if i still have a job. they said that they were goin to try everything to keep me on but they can't make any promises. i also have to ask ray about workmens comp cause the hospital doesnt go through 3 rd person payments. i hate the fact that crazy bitch ran the stop sign. i hate the fact that i had no other choice but to run into her. i hate the fact that if i swerved left i would of killed somone or myself, and if i would have swerved right i would of ended up with a big chevy truck on top of me. i hate the fact the all of this shit happend. i wish there was somthing that would change it all. but there isnt so i guess i just get to do what i allways have done and be the one who everyone leans on. guess i get to be the one that holds everything together. i am goin to laugh how quickly this house is goin to fall apart once i move out.
before the show me and erika have to go to the senator thearter and post up thingys saying that we are not playing there but instead at 2nd and normal. the best part about the show switch is the fact that it is FREE. kirk had to stay up all night copying cd's so we have copys to give to random ethos kids that live all over the place. that is the only positive to this thing. we are getting exposure like a mo fo.
well i am done with the rambles.
later
today i am goin to Celestinos to see if i still have a job. they said that they were goin to try everything to keep me on but they can't make any promises. i also have to ask ray about workmens comp cause the hospital doesnt go through 3 rd person payments. i hate the fact that crazy bitch ran the stop sign. i hate the fact that i had no other choice but to run into her. i hate the fact that if i swerved left i would of killed somone or myself, and if i would have swerved right i would of ended up with a big chevy truck on top of me. i hate the fact the all of this shit happend. i wish there was somthing that would change it all. but there isnt so i guess i just get to do what i allways have done and be the one who everyone leans on. guess i get to be the one that holds everything together. i am goin to laugh how quickly this house is goin to fall apart once i move out.
before the show me and erika have to go to the senator thearter and post up thingys saying that we are not playing there but instead at 2nd and normal. the best part about the show switch is the fact that it is FREE. kirk had to stay up all night copying cd's so we have copys to give to random ethos kids that live all over the place. that is the only positive to this thing. we are getting exposure like a mo fo.
well i am done with the rambles.
later