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So i just finished the first Twilight book. I found it.. a bundle full of childish romance.. but not a lot happened. However.. I will continue to rave about it and tell everyone who is slightly gay to read/watch it. Tim.
Sadly.. I managed over half of the book before I ever thought of Alex. It is funny that certain things said in that book reminded me SO much of situations with him. Luckily though.. Alex is a jerk who ignores people who care about him and doesn't care much more for himself! Whoops! That is a damaging combination. Am I mad? Not really.. I have gotten fairly use to sitting by myself and watching movies. I haven't shed one.. tear. And that just BLOWS me away.. I must really not care.. which most would agree with. I listen to Bethany cry constantly about Jason leaving her.. and I just stare at her. I have NO words to make her feel better other than I am glad he listened to me and fucking LEFT. I am not sure if what I said to him made a difference.. but I will certainly never forget my 20 second encounter where I was able to briefly tell someone to QUIT FUCKING WITH MY FRIEND OR I WILL HAVE YOUR GOD DAMN BALLS. I didn't actually SAY that.. however im sure my scowl said it very clearly..when i said to grow up or leave. And he left.
I am glad for the most part all of my issues are under the surface. It makes things much easier when you lend an ear to a needy friend.. and I would much rather sit with someone who really cares about me and is SO HAPPY I am there.. than sit ignored on a couch while my depressed boyfriend avoids his life using pot and video games.
Good choice Kristin. List time? me thinks so.. soon when it is not nearly 12 30
Sadly.. I managed over half of the book before I ever thought of Alex. It is funny that certain things said in that book reminded me SO much of situations with him. Luckily though.. Alex is a jerk who ignores people who care about him and doesn't care much more for himself! Whoops! That is a damaging combination. Am I mad? Not really.. I have gotten fairly use to sitting by myself and watching movies. I haven't shed one.. tear. And that just BLOWS me away.. I must really not care.. which most would agree with. I listen to Bethany cry constantly about Jason leaving her.. and I just stare at her. I have NO words to make her feel better other than I am glad he listened to me and fucking LEFT. I am not sure if what I said to him made a difference.. but I will certainly never forget my 20 second encounter where I was able to briefly tell someone to QUIT FUCKING WITH MY FRIEND OR I WILL HAVE YOUR GOD DAMN BALLS. I didn't actually SAY that.. however im sure my scowl said it very clearly..when i said to grow up or leave. And he left.
I am glad for the most part all of my issues are under the surface. It makes things much easier when you lend an ear to a needy friend.. and I would much rather sit with someone who really cares about me and is SO HAPPY I am there.. than sit ignored on a couch while my depressed boyfriend avoids his life using pot and video games.
Good choice Kristin. List time? me thinks so.. soon when it is not nearly 12 30