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I judge people too much.
And I have a chronic, intense fear of people judging me.
How hypocritical.
One judgement that I today realized I make:
If you tell me, or I find out, that you listen to "This American Life"...
I will qualify you in my mind as "one of those This American Life people."
I think it's because I know too many people who have such an ego complex about it. "Oh, I don't listen to the radio. Only NPR. I subscribe to the This American Life podcast. I am so classy and cultured..."
Sigh. I keep realizing that I'm not as good of a person as I always tell myself I am. I should work on myself.
And I have a chronic, intense fear of people judging me.
How hypocritical.
One judgement that I today realized I make:
If you tell me, or I find out, that you listen to "This American Life"...
I will qualify you in my mind as "one of those This American Life people."
I think it's because I know too many people who have such an ego complex about it. "Oh, I don't listen to the radio. Only NPR. I subscribe to the This American Life podcast. I am so classy and cultured..."
Sigh. I keep realizing that I'm not as good of a person as I always tell myself I am. I should work on myself.