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i go to court tomorow... and i find out what the fuck happens. my lawyer is gonna try and get a diversion and then i would have to do good deeds. but if not it'll be drug tests for a long while... and i love to smoke pot. people that are SxE keep from doing drugs but i really doubt that they are SxE because they love being SxE. I LOVE MARIJUANA... you can call it an addiction or you can call it love.... they are the same thing... because when you love a person you are addicted to them and you want to be with them and see them all the time... and i want to smoke pot all the time.... and i think i should be allowed to do so.
i was talking to Rachel about last summer and i remembered all the fun i used to have. back when i first had been smoking. i was way more fun than before i started smoking or even now. i would give nething to go back and relive those days. but im stuck here.... awaiting court. and for what? for smoking a fucking plant. i wasn't PUBLICALLY INTOXICATED. i didnt hurt anypne i didnt wreck a car ... i mean seriously... what the fuck did i do to anyone... nothing.... i just minded my own business and got high cause i like doing so. didnt bother anyone, didnt hurt anyone, didnt break anything or fuck anything up... what the fuck?
so seriously... the courts are fucked up. you go to lousville and charged with possession they will give you a slap on the wrist... my lawyer told me so... and you get causght down here and your totally FUCKED. and they think i should grow up and quit smoking pot... i think they should grow up and get over the fact that it doesnt harm anyone or anything. it doesnt keep you from being able to drive. hell, ive driven high... all i did different was concentrate more on driving and drive better. i have set and witnessed people drive so stoned out of their mind that they cant barely walk... and they drive fucking PERFECT. so serously... put me in jail... drug test me... keep me locked in my house... keep me from seeing my friends... do whatever the fuck you want. i know who is right.
EET FUK