Stand up, sit down baby. Gonna be a formal dress-down hay day

Jan 16, 2006 17:29




This weekend was really hard for me. There is so much that I'm confused about, I wish my mom would listen to me. I feel like at times we are so close, yet so far apart. It hurts me so much the things she's done this weekend.

My brother spent about 2 hours in the hospital on Friday. He had a 102.something fever most of the weekend and could hardly walk, talk, eat, or sleep. I was also really sick with a 101.12 fever Friday&Saturday. He's better now, Jojo had a really bad flu&is still pretty sick. I'm much better just headaches& stuffy nose.

I spent time with Corey this weekend. I never feel like I get to spend enough time with him. I don't even know how I fell this much in love with the kid, but I did. He even held me when I cried. He is (minus one mistake) the best boyfriend I've ever had. He's also become my best friend. I can't wait to see him this weekend.

If I work hard this week, I will be able to get my new phone.
I need to pick up my work ethics at school, I've been slacking.

I just wish I could make everyone happy at once.
I try so hard, but never make it.
I constantly feel like a failure.
I don't even know why either.
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