what kills me is
well today was fun. but very confusing and idk depressing in a way?
first off i hurt someone and i didnt mean to and everything is done with and i hope everything between those 2 people are fine.
second off. for the first time i think ever. getting attention from another guy didnt make me forget about u. it kind of made me think about you more. its weird because usually i forget about someone when i meet someone new. even tho there is nothing going on between this other guy , the attention tonight was nice but not who i wanted it to be? after like leaving everyone i just got into this really depressing mood like .. its not gonna be the same. just everything is so fucked up and its ridiculous. ugh i want to move on so bad but i cant. something inside isnt letting me and i feel like id regret it if i let u go completely. i dont fucking know anymore.
first off i hurt someone and i didnt mean to and everything is done with and i hope everything between those 2 people are fine.
second off. for the first time i think ever. getting attention from another guy didnt make me forget about u. it kind of made me think about you more. its weird because usually i forget about someone when i meet someone new. even tho there is nothing going on between this other guy , the attention tonight was nice but not who i wanted it to be? after like leaving everyone i just got into this really depressing mood like .. its not gonna be the same. just everything is so fucked up and its ridiculous. ugh i want to move on so bad but i cant. something inside isnt letting me and i feel like id regret it if i let u go completely. i dont fucking know anymore.