sad=me
well i was really really sick today til i woke up i felt like shit my throat hurt like hell that was all til i woke up i was fine
then tess calls me and i have to tell her the wors news ever i cant see her today and i have to go to the pallisades mall without her
\doesnt help that i was depressed already i wanted to jump wen i was at the pallisades mall just jump 4 stories and die
just end my life
watevr
doesnt help that my mom was like that incubus shirt says murder they must be satanic you cant wear that to school but i can get an atreyu shirt that just says atreyu even though they are a hardcore band i would like to know wat is going through her mind
then i saw debbie and chris which was cool cuz i havent seen them since school ended and now that school is back i will be seeing them again
well other than that i wanted just to kill myself cuz there were too many preps on hottopic going good charlotte this and simple plan that and yellow card this and lets try to find some cool emo bands to listen to and there were also the "goths" that think they are but but not really
because they are like system of a down and slipknow are the coolest
god that pisses mee off sooo much if you want to listen to music hear more than 1 song from the band please it bothers mee soo much trust me i was there your not cool yo0u just get yelled at by others unless you are a good talker
i hate people that arent my friends unless you become my friend i hate you and another thing why the fuck does jcpenny have a sign with some guy with a southpole shirt and a guy with a rolling stones shirt
do they know who the rolling stones are or do they just think its a shirt with a cool looking tongue on it
i hate coorporate america for corrupting me and every one else in this sick world we live in
sometimes i wondr why i even listen to music
another thing
since when is it cool to be "emo'
i just figured out i was emo last year wen someone told me what it was soo all of a sudden i am pushed into a category because of wat i look like
why does the world make sense then get ruined just to screw us over again even if it slowly screws us over it still ruins us
i hate me and i hate alot of people besides my friends and if you become my friend the only way that i wont become yourfriend ever again is if you screw me over
another thing wat is the fucking point with back stabbers true friends will stab you in the chest so you can see it happen so you dont figure it out later if they back stab you they werent your friend to begin with god the world sux
the usa is like 1 big back stabbing cuz we think everything is alright but slowly we get screwec over and over and over
this is insane you knwo that people are bad i am bad everyone cant stand to be with eachother and no one knows wat is going on and if you do your way off cuz you think you are
i am still trieng to figure out wat i am doing for the past 16 years and i am just 1 person i bet you dont even know anything about your best friends never mind your self cuz its impossible to know everythign about your self or anyone unless your awakw 24 hours a day and your around your friends 24 hours a day and you can see exactly whats ging on from every angle
we are all confused just trieng to find our way to the top but there is no top but we are determined to find it
well thats it for today
i love you tess
forever
then tess calls me and i have to tell her the wors news ever i cant see her today and i have to go to the pallisades mall without her
\doesnt help that i was depressed already i wanted to jump wen i was at the pallisades mall just jump 4 stories and die
just end my life
watevr
doesnt help that my mom was like that incubus shirt says murder they must be satanic you cant wear that to school but i can get an atreyu shirt that just says atreyu even though they are a hardcore band i would like to know wat is going through her mind
then i saw debbie and chris which was cool cuz i havent seen them since school ended and now that school is back i will be seeing them again
well other than that i wanted just to kill myself cuz there were too many preps on hottopic going good charlotte this and simple plan that and yellow card this and lets try to find some cool emo bands to listen to and there were also the "goths" that think they are but but not really
because they are like system of a down and slipknow are the coolest
god that pisses mee off sooo much if you want to listen to music hear more than 1 song from the band please it bothers mee soo much trust me i was there your not cool yo0u just get yelled at by others unless you are a good talker
i hate people that arent my friends unless you become my friend i hate you and another thing why the fuck does jcpenny have a sign with some guy with a southpole shirt and a guy with a rolling stones shirt
do they know who the rolling stones are or do they just think its a shirt with a cool looking tongue on it
i hate coorporate america for corrupting me and every one else in this sick world we live in
sometimes i wondr why i even listen to music
another thing
since when is it cool to be "emo'
i just figured out i was emo last year wen someone told me what it was soo all of a sudden i am pushed into a category because of wat i look like
why does the world make sense then get ruined just to screw us over again even if it slowly screws us over it still ruins us
i hate me and i hate alot of people besides my friends and if you become my friend the only way that i wont become yourfriend ever again is if you screw me over
another thing wat is the fucking point with back stabbers true friends will stab you in the chest so you can see it happen so you dont figure it out later if they back stab you they werent your friend to begin with god the world sux
the usa is like 1 big back stabbing cuz we think everything is alright but slowly we get screwec over and over and over
this is insane you knwo that people are bad i am bad everyone cant stand to be with eachother and no one knows wat is going on and if you do your way off cuz you think you are
i am still trieng to figure out wat i am doing for the past 16 years and i am just 1 person i bet you dont even know anything about your best friends never mind your self cuz its impossible to know everythign about your self or anyone unless your awakw 24 hours a day and your around your friends 24 hours a day and you can see exactly whats ging on from every angle
we are all confused just trieng to find our way to the top but there is no top but we are determined to find it
well thats it for today
i love you tess
forever