Have you ever had one of those days?
Have you ever had one of those days? Those days where you just don't know for sure what direction things are going in? Today is one of those for me. I just don't know. I have the biggest f'd up smile on my face, but other things are bringing me down. At work, I have people watching my back, but I also have people trying to snipe me. It's just a grey day in general. But.. you do what you can right? And that being the case.. trust me.. I'm enjoying the little things. Just needing to vent. I need a few new parts for my car. None cheap. I need to finish paying shit off.. I need to get shit coming in. I need to organize my life. chaos is good when you have nothing to organize, but when you end up with business and money, it seems like it requires management. I'm not good at management. Then again, I'm not really great at any of the things I really enjoy. Good maybe, not great. So it's always a struggle to make it, because I'm always in a competition to make it. I hate competing. I don't like last place, but I'm okay with second place... Does that make sense? Anyhow, that's probably all for now.