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What. The. Fuck?
I thought we were sent here to help Buffy and company. So, how come I'm the one who went smokey when out for patrol with Spike? I swear he was gloating because he warned me that it could happen to me and I told him that wasn't a part of the vision. Then, I'm singing a melody of alternative, edging on emo, greatest hits. I swear to God, I'm burning half my cd collection when I get home.
Starting with Linkin Park. Damn it, I can't believe I nearly combusted. Why is it that I swear I'm going to stay out of the patrolling because I know Taylor needs one of us to stay safe, and then I end up doing something stupid and reckless and nearly get killed? It's like fate reaches out to bitchslap me to remind me that I was going to stay out of the line of fire and stick to the books.
Connor could smell the smoke on me when I returned back to the apartment. I left out the part about tossing my crossbow aside and lunging for a couple of vamps with just my stake. He was already concerned and wanting me to head back. Thing is? I was tempted to go back. If it wasn't for the fact we only took the two vans, I'd probably be heading back to LA now.
I promised him I'd be more careful and I'm going to take Spike's advice. Fuck trying to keep my emotions at bay. Whatever i'm feeling? I'm just blurting out. I do think if it can be sung to a real song instead of random lyrics it is safer though. I just have to stop fighting the real emotions.
Which right now, not a problem, because it's just me and Connor in the apartment and I'm always more calm when it's just us.
*music ques* *rolls his eyes as the spot light hits him in the kitchen while he's cooking*
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am home again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am young again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am fun again
*sings into the spatula like it's a microphone*
however far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
*flips the pancakes he's cooking, is a little surprised he's totally calm*
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am free again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am clean again
however far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
At least I didn't sing that in front of Spike. Not to self: 80's songs don't make me spontaneously combust. Good to know.
I thought we were sent here to help Buffy and company. So, how come I'm the one who went smokey when out for patrol with Spike? I swear he was gloating because he warned me that it could happen to me and I told him that wasn't a part of the vision. Then, I'm singing a melody of alternative, edging on emo, greatest hits. I swear to God, I'm burning half my cd collection when I get home.
Starting with Linkin Park. Damn it, I can't believe I nearly combusted. Why is it that I swear I'm going to stay out of the patrolling because I know Taylor needs one of us to stay safe, and then I end up doing something stupid and reckless and nearly get killed? It's like fate reaches out to bitchslap me to remind me that I was going to stay out of the line of fire and stick to the books.
Connor could smell the smoke on me when I returned back to the apartment. I left out the part about tossing my crossbow aside and lunging for a couple of vamps with just my stake. He was already concerned and wanting me to head back. Thing is? I was tempted to go back. If it wasn't for the fact we only took the two vans, I'd probably be heading back to LA now.
I promised him I'd be more careful and I'm going to take Spike's advice. Fuck trying to keep my emotions at bay. Whatever i'm feeling? I'm just blurting out. I do think if it can be sung to a real song instead of random lyrics it is safer though. I just have to stop fighting the real emotions.
Which right now, not a problem, because it's just me and Connor in the apartment and I'm always more calm when it's just us.
*music ques* *rolls his eyes as the spot light hits him in the kitchen while he's cooking*
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am home again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am young again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am fun again
*sings into the spatula like it's a microphone*
however far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
*flips the pancakes he's cooking, is a little surprised he's totally calm*
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am free again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am clean again
however far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
At least I didn't sing that in front of Spike. Not to self: 80's songs don't make me spontaneously combust. Good to know.