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"You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in really isn't your home anymore? All of a sudden, even though you have some place to put your shit, the idea of home is gone. Maybe it's like this rite of passage, you know. You'll never have that feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself for your kids or the family you started. It's like a cycle or something. I don't know, but I miss the idea. Maybe that's all a family really is: a group of people that miss the same imaginary place."
"You feel homesick for a place that doesnt exist."
I dont know about anyone else but Im very much at that place in my life right now. I feel like I dont belong anywhere. I hate where I live right now, but I feel like no matter where I go I'll feel the same way. I want a home again, I want somewhere that I can go and just be happy to be there.
How come its so much easier to be sad all the time? I hate that I hate everything right now.
"You feel homesick for a place that doesnt exist."
I dont know about anyone else but Im very much at that place in my life right now. I feel like I dont belong anywhere. I hate where I live right now, but I feel like no matter where I go I'll feel the same way. I want a home again, I want somewhere that I can go and just be happy to be there.
How come its so much easier to be sad all the time? I hate that I hate everything right now.