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i got so fucked up last night.i just about past out. i had a good time though.
im so upset all the time.. it seems like im always getting disapointed ..drugs are what make me happy now.....maybe i expect to much....but you know i can only be there for some many people, so many times...untill im gonna need to feel loved too damn it... i feel like im always trying to do this for that person and make this person feel better...but what about me? im sick of some much bull shit....im sick of not truly being happy the most....
im so upset all the time.. it seems like im always getting disapointed ..drugs are what make me happy now.....maybe i expect to much....but you know i can only be there for some many people, so many times...untill im gonna need to feel loved too damn it... i feel like im always trying to do this for that person and make this person feel better...but what about me? im sick of some much bull shit....im sick of not truly being happy the most....