Aug 20, 2005 00:40
Im seriously about to cry cause all of my freinds are going away and josh is coming back on sunday and then leaving for encampment like 3 days after that and mikes gone for the rest of the summer so yeah and then caitys leaving and jenna and pam i think im not sure dont get offended pam
and then im going to hear about all their amazing trips like how much fun it was at the beach and how much fun they had doing this this this and this and i dont have any stories i went to mocksville northcaolina for 4 days and i went for a family reunion where i was treated as the little brother ...yet again and then i got back and no one wanted to hang out so i never did and then i worked and worked to save up all this money for nothing and no one cause i dont have anyone to spend it on cause im always alone and ive been hanging out with billy which is ok i guess but still i want to hang out with people my age cause then im not considered the older kid in 11th grade or if i hang out with older kids im considered the younget kid in 11th grade i cant fucking win cause no one is here to hang out with so im considered pathetic if i hang out with younger kids and im considered annoying when i hang out with older people so im fucked both ways to sunday
How I Spent My Summer Vacation
(if i have to write something like that im just handing them this)