Fits of nostalgia.
Today, Whitney wrote me this year-end farewell note, talking about how we've been through a lot, but she still considers me a friend and whatnot. And it got me thinking - how much have we changed this year? I mean, coming into high school, I swore I'd have the same friends, listen to the same music, dress the same way, and be the exact same person I was in eighth grade. And... I'm not. I've changed, Whitney's changed, Ariana's changed, Jordy's changed, we've all changed. And, something else I've been wondering - is it something we could have prevented? Or, possibly, something completely out of our control? I don't know. I'm not sure I want to. I mean - if I could have prevented it, it will only make me feel worse. And, if I couldn't, it makes me feel a bit helpless, like I have no control.
And sometimes I miss it.
I miss hanging out with Whitney, watching Conan every night, giggling over boys. All the things we used to do.
But I like myself now, I guess.
I like my friends.
So, I don't know.
I'm off, for now.
I've got church.
<3
KT
And sometimes I miss it.
I miss hanging out with Whitney, watching Conan every night, giggling over boys. All the things we used to do.
But I like myself now, I guess.
I like my friends.
So, I don't know.
I'm off, for now.
I've got church.
<3
KT