rain or shine

Dec 12, 2005 16:27


rain or shine, i will be bright.
rain or shine, i will smile.
rain or shine, i will dance.
rain or shine, i will sing.
rain or shine, i will fall in love.
rain or shine, i will care.
rain or shine, i will laugh.
rain or shine, you will be mine.

top of the morning and here's what i have to say. i'm gonna copy anna...

• List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will, use ten different people.
  1. would it kill you to notice me once in a while?  would it?  would it kill you more to say hello?  or would it even prick you to smile?
  2. you think you make the world shine, but you don't.  You think you're such a great friend to *her*, but you're not.  Good friends wouldn't take shit about *her to me knowing i'm friends with her.  you seem to think that you're a lot better, you always have something to say about everyone else, but never yourself.  You're the first to put others down, but the last to face the facts about your own flaws missy.
  3. I'm sorry.  I'm sorry to you especially.  for everything i've done, for everything you don't know i've done.  for everything that i've put you through . I'm sorry for my mistakes that have burdened you.  I'm sorry for the betrayel and i'm sorry for not thinking about our relationship.  but most of all i'm sorry i lost you.
  4. you're like a car who's due for a check up.  you're running on "e" and your brakes are scratchy.  Yet, you refuse to let it bring you down.  You face everyday revving your engine as much as you can.  You know you can't outrun those fast cars, yet you try anyway.  You never bow to failure.  You are constantly embracing life and you are without a doubt the best damn fighter i've ever known.
  5. take your guitar and run away you are good for one thing and one thing only, to stare at and druel over.
  6. you're a fickle one.  I don't know if i hate you or love you.  you are my blood, yet sometimes you treat me like i'm second best to your friends.  and i know you have to do your own thing, but sometimes it feels like you're never gonna come back...then you moved to GUam.
  7. you're a new found friend that i've gotten to know again this year.  we were friends before, then drifted apart, then somehow magically clicked again this year to form our own little bond.  I'm delighted to see you every morning because i know that you are one true friend.  I am always here to listen and to talk.  I know you go through a lot of shit in your life, and everyone expects you to overcome them quickly, but for a broken heart cannot be healed so quickly...which is why i admire you for your courage.  your courage to express your feelings and not hold them back even though you have people getting annoyed by it...i admire it.  you weren't afraid to show people you are human and that you are different...and i think they just need to understand that.
  8. i miss you without a doubt.  but you weren't in love with me...you loved who i was pretending to be in front of you...and i'm deeply sorry...for i just wanted to be in your life...and now you're gone.
  9. i love you forever and always, but you're never coming back to me...
  10. i just plain out hate you.
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