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Dude I'm in the worst fucking mood ever.
I have this fucking pit in my stomach.
I know I can never do ANYTHING right, and I always do fucked up things. No matter what.
Such a fucking cunt.
I hate feeling so guilty for everything I do. I wish I could fucking start over and do everything different. I'm not trying to have a fucking pity party over here, I just wish I could start new. Do everything over.
The only time I don't feel guilty is when I'm with HIM. And that's exactly the fucking problem.
I have this fucking pit in my stomach.
I know I can never do ANYTHING right, and I always do fucked up things. No matter what.
Such a fucking cunt.
I hate feeling so guilty for everything I do. I wish I could fucking start over and do everything different. I'm not trying to have a fucking pity party over here, I just wish I could start new. Do everything over.
The only time I don't feel guilty is when I'm with HIM. And that's exactly the fucking problem.