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I havent written in my live journal in a while but after sitting at denny's for 3 hours and talking about life, i think im going to give it a shot
1. friendship: anyone who knows my group of friends will know that looking at each individual and then matching them with the rest will just make your head hurt. it will confuse you to the point where you just dont want to think about it ever again. We are all very different but all offer one key role that plays into the success of the group. ME: I always let people know my opinion on things, which i think everyone knows. I usually come off as a dick but i have a natural ability to predict nearly everything that will happen in the group. a quick example of this would be megan and jake not working out, i called this out before they started dating, a year before. I knew from the moment i got the idea that they could start dating, that it was no good. ADAM: adam is our expert on everything, he tells us what is right, what is wrong, what we should do, when we should do it. he is the man. STEVE and SPEDS: these two are our genuinely nice guys who never have bad intentions. JRELL: Jrell is our insanity. and we love him for it, he will go balls out in anything he does, and if he doesnt achieve his high expectations, he gets pissed....and we love that about him. JAKE: jake is our centerpiece. Everything seems to revolve around, or come back to jake. Although he cares the least about everything and takes the "whatever" approach to life, he is always in the middle of everything that ever happens. if jake wasnt in the group, there would be no group
2. LOVE: Tonight i was asked the question "would you want to meet someone who is searching for a man, and feels like the only way they will be happy is to fill the void in their love life, and is, more or less, selfishly trying to get rid of their own emptiness by using you, or someone who is completely independant, and could live the rest of their life without you, but would prefer not to, they would rather spend share their life with you?" this really got me thinking, because up until now i was always searching for something, looking for it, and trying to fill the emptiness. Today i was driving down prospect on my way home from eastern and started thinking about how i am perfectly fine with how my life is going, i dont feel any need to try and fill any voids in my life because i dont feel like there are any right now, i have great friends, a great job, and im just happy with how everything is going. I am content with where my life is at this moment.
3. THE FUTURE: Up until now i have felt a little nervous about my future until a good friend told me tonight that, with my qualities, i will be just fine, i just need to relax, the main quality that makes him confident in me being fine is the fact that i get shit done. I may wait til the last minute but i get it done, no matter what it is, if it needs to be done, whether i do it the night before or the day of, it gets done. that gave me a nice little self-esteem booster.
i could go on cuz we talked for a long as time but i wont cuz its 4:30am.
by the way, adam slingwein is the man, who else would put up with talking to me for 3 hours about life?
1. friendship: anyone who knows my group of friends will know that looking at each individual and then matching them with the rest will just make your head hurt. it will confuse you to the point where you just dont want to think about it ever again. We are all very different but all offer one key role that plays into the success of the group. ME: I always let people know my opinion on things, which i think everyone knows. I usually come off as a dick but i have a natural ability to predict nearly everything that will happen in the group. a quick example of this would be megan and jake not working out, i called this out before they started dating, a year before. I knew from the moment i got the idea that they could start dating, that it was no good. ADAM: adam is our expert on everything, he tells us what is right, what is wrong, what we should do, when we should do it. he is the man. STEVE and SPEDS: these two are our genuinely nice guys who never have bad intentions. JRELL: Jrell is our insanity. and we love him for it, he will go balls out in anything he does, and if he doesnt achieve his high expectations, he gets pissed....and we love that about him. JAKE: jake is our centerpiece. Everything seems to revolve around, or come back to jake. Although he cares the least about everything and takes the "whatever" approach to life, he is always in the middle of everything that ever happens. if jake wasnt in the group, there would be no group
2. LOVE: Tonight i was asked the question "would you want to meet someone who is searching for a man, and feels like the only way they will be happy is to fill the void in their love life, and is, more or less, selfishly trying to get rid of their own emptiness by using you, or someone who is completely independant, and could live the rest of their life without you, but would prefer not to, they would rather spend share their life with you?" this really got me thinking, because up until now i was always searching for something, looking for it, and trying to fill the emptiness. Today i was driving down prospect on my way home from eastern and started thinking about how i am perfectly fine with how my life is going, i dont feel any need to try and fill any voids in my life because i dont feel like there are any right now, i have great friends, a great job, and im just happy with how everything is going. I am content with where my life is at this moment.
3. THE FUTURE: Up until now i have felt a little nervous about my future until a good friend told me tonight that, with my qualities, i will be just fine, i just need to relax, the main quality that makes him confident in me being fine is the fact that i get shit done. I may wait til the last minute but i get it done, no matter what it is, if it needs to be done, whether i do it the night before or the day of, it gets done. that gave me a nice little self-esteem booster.
i could go on cuz we talked for a long as time but i wont cuz its 4:30am.
by the way, adam slingwein is the man, who else would put up with talking to me for 3 hours about life?