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*coughs* I feel horrible. I think I have the flu. And I think I want to die. Or I at least feel that way right now. So, if I'm not around a lot in the next few days, that's why. I think it's all catching up with me, all the overwork, the crazy hours, the no sleep and crappy eating. The sex on the beach at night.
Holly is gone. She's overseas on tour. We're broken-up at the moment. Mutual decision. Well, kind of more my choice. I need to work on myself right now. I feel we walked into this way too fast, and we really need to slow down. And, I happen to have feelings for someone else. I just, I can't get past those. This person is in a committed relationship, I just can't seem to help how I feel. Doesn't mean I love Holly any less, because I don't. But, I need to get my shit together, that's all. So, this is my time, right now. I wish Cam was around, because I really would like to talk to my best friend right now. I miss her.
I also want to thank everyone that came to my party. I appreciate everyone who came out. And a special thank you to Amber and Aly. *grins* They know why.
Ok, time for bed. *coughs and sneezes* I so totally feel like crap.
Holly is gone. She's overseas on tour. We're broken-up at the moment. Mutual decision. Well, kind of more my choice. I need to work on myself right now. I feel we walked into this way too fast, and we really need to slow down. And, I happen to have feelings for someone else. I just, I can't get past those. This person is in a committed relationship, I just can't seem to help how I feel. Doesn't mean I love Holly any less, because I don't. But, I need to get my shit together, that's all. So, this is my time, right now. I wish Cam was around, because I really would like to talk to my best friend right now. I miss her.
I also want to thank everyone that came to my party. I appreciate everyone who came out. And a special thank you to Amber and Aly. *grins* They know why.
Ok, time for bed. *coughs and sneezes* I so totally feel like crap.