not a bad night...

Jan 22, 2004 02:39

Though I'm still worried about Kelly. I figured I'd stop by to see her today, but she was asleep. I had a great talk with Meech today, and with Sami as well. Then I went to a party and saw Sami streaking, which was, ummmm, interesting? She's hot. *giggles* Not as hot as my Holly, but still hot. (I covered my eyes, but I had to peek.) My girlfriend, however, is still the beautiful one. Though I found out something totally sad tonight, which is that Holly goes on tour next month. And my birthday is next month. *pouts* And that sucks. I can fly out and see her, but still. *whines* It's totally unfair that I finally find someone who I feel so much for, and she has to leave. But, we'll survive, I know we will. My feelings are too strong to just disappear. I'm just going to really miss her.
I got to see Leila tonight, too, which was very cool. I've missed her. We only got to spend a few minutes together, but I still saw her, which is what mattered. She got to talk about Nick, and I got to gush about Holly. *laughs* I'm hopeless, I know. But it's been so long since I've been this happy. I can't help it, I just want to keep talking about it, about her, all the time. So, if I'm driving everyone crazy....tough jellybeans! Deal with it. She is just so beautiful, smart, caring, sexy, crazy, deep, funny, and thoughtful, that I can't help but want to be with her as much as I can. Which doesn't mean that I'm not available if anyone needs me. I'm here for my friends, always. So Sami, Meech, Kelly O, Holly Marie, Jen, Will, Ally, Justin, Anna, Liv, Leila, Bee, Tara R, Aly, Amber, Andrew, Nat, Matt, Dom, Hal, Hannah, Manda, my Cammie and anyone else I may have missed, if you need me, please call me. Anytime. I love you guys. And Holly, you, my luv, are my world...so I'm always here for you. Forever. That is, if you want me that long. *smiles shyly* And I hope that you do. Yeah, I know, six days and I'm acting like a total dweeb, but I can't help it! And I'm not sure I want to. It's been a long time since I've met someone I feel so comfortable with, so content with. *sighs happily* So I guess I'll just have to live with acting like a total dweeb. *big silly grin* Like that's anything new! (No comment from you Ms Cam!!)
I think that's all for me to say. Oh, except for my film-50 First Kisses. The previews are out now on TV, the film itself comes out on Valentine's Day. I think you'll enjoy it, it's really very cute and funny. Sean, Adam and I are all in it, so go see it if you can!
And now, I'm going back to bed with my Holly. (Yes, I just had to say that, sorry! *giggles*) Goodnight.
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