Woohoo senior year?
Senior Year. Wow, okay...so I'm finally a senior, it seemed not too long ago when I recall my first day of high school. For some reason, I love to look upon the past. Which is probably one of my biggest flaws. Though as a freshman I did admit that the idea of "high school" scared me. Was I ready? Will I get into college? How is my life going to be in the following four years of school? Well as I'm looking back on almost four years of my life. I can answer every single question and yes I am ready now. As I started reading entry by entry through this journal, I noticed my attitude, my writing, and my life changed dramatically from period to period and I love the fact that it completely has.
I noticed I've grown from being dependent upon my ex-boyfriends, music and friends to completely learning to be exactly on my own. It's ironic and sort of humorous when we look back at everything, who hangs out with who, who dated this person or dating now, who left, who came and definately who's changed for good or worse.
When I spoke to a friend earlier, she asked me so many things that seemed rather "pointless" but it wasnt that her questions were stupid, lame or nosy, it's the fact that I am so over everything (yes I'm over people I've hated in the past, ex-boyfriend drama and friends that are no longer by my side).What's the point of thinking so much about it anyway? Finally I've learned to live in the present and ponder upon the future, something I recommend to most people.
Seeing the freshman coming in, it will be probably one of the most awkard and mixed feelings I could have ever felt but everyone needs to grow sometime. :)
Love Always,
Zee