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so tired and i can't sleep. I'm afraid once i lay down my wisdom tooth is going to strike massive pain throughout my right jaw bone.. which isn't fun, let me tell ya!
tonight.. tonight was charlys night.. sorta sucked. Nothing too exciting happened tonight. I feel left out around everyone still. I dont feel loved.. or people are just selfish who knows. (not talking about u cole-slaw) I think its the fact that i still talk to people like we were still in highschool.. the closeness and being able to act like a retard in front of them and not feel like a retard for doing it. Things have changed. I know i have. But i'm still me. All i want.. is people to call me. See how i'm doing. So i know that someone out there actually cares. If i died tomorrow, would you even know?
i doubt it.
tonight.. tonight was charlys night.. sorta sucked. Nothing too exciting happened tonight. I feel left out around everyone still. I dont feel loved.. or people are just selfish who knows. (not talking about u cole-slaw) I think its the fact that i still talk to people like we were still in highschool.. the closeness and being able to act like a retard in front of them and not feel like a retard for doing it. Things have changed. I know i have. But i'm still me. All i want.. is people to call me. See how i'm doing. So i know that someone out there actually cares. If i died tomorrow, would you even know?
i doubt it.