Sep 15, 2005 00:08
so i got my heart broken today...OUCH i know. well i was at my sisters...an me and the kids were outside...well the neighbor girl Cassidy which by the way is such a sweet girl i love her...shes 7. well her and her friend were on a walk an they walked passed an didnt say nething...so rileigh runs up to her, an just starts talkin to her...and cassidy was soooooooooo rude to her...an then Gabi went an was talkin to her...an then Gabi comes back and asks me why shes being so mean...an then rileigh tells her about their neighbors Randi and Jeremy an how they just had a baby, an Cassidy was just like...SO, my moms gunna have a baby in like 3 weeks. an for sum reason how mean she was being to em BROKE MY HEART...an then Gabi who is 6 is asking me you know why she was mean, and i tryed to explain to her, that sumtimes when girls get around other girls there mean to their friends...an tried tellin her that shes not gunna always keep the same friends that there gunna change, and to always remember to be nice to people...even if they are mean to you....gosh....i love them...
an then i was puttin Samuel to sleep...man o man i love rocking him to sleep. im in love with this boy...an hes at a perfect age 1. an just to hear him say my name "cay cay" makes me melt!!!!!!
so i was readin this book. an i read this part about forgiving...The word "forgiveness" in Greek is aphieme and it means "to let go from ones power possession, to let go free, let escape." It means to take someone off your hook and place them on God's hook. It is a decision and not a feeling. Does forgiveness mean that we are saying what the person did was not wrong after all? Quite the contrary. It means we are letting them go free regardless of the offense. It is an act of grace-giving a gift that is undeserved.
i just love that, cuz its so true...everyone should forgive everyone, no matter how big it is. just let it go, forgive em, and let God take care of it. what they did wrong should be left up to them n god. yah know? weird cuz i read that saturday night at my sisters, then sunday morning at church, the whole serman was about forgiving...WEIRD.
so the song *Pretty Girl* by Sugarcult
absolutely LOVE IT...for every guy out there who made you fall AGAIN,when you cant get him outta ur head, just by the way he made you feel, just by the way he kissed you, UGH he made you fall in love....
we've all had this happen...and then BAM it ends...boo
stole this from brittany
A - Z game
A - Age you lost your virginity? 17...just like brittany...i was in love!!!
B - Band listening to right now? sugarcult...i love *pretty girl* yes its old but i like it...i mean LOVE
C - Dream car? a shiny white escalade....but at the moment i would LOVE the new 2005 bug, that blackish grayish color...<3
D - Dads name? John Anderson
E - Easiest person to make laugh? nicole...lol
F - Food you miss most? my moms goulash...YUM YUM!
G - Any encounters with ghosts? not personally no
H - Person most hated at the moment? well i dont hate neone...hate is such a strong word...i have people i cant stand
I - Interesting unknown fact about yourself? i play padiddle even if im alone...minus the whole clothes taking off part haha
J - The first letter of the last person who broke your heart? K
K - Kissing with eyes opened or closed? i like to keep em open...yes i know...WHY lol
L - Last time you got drunk? Last friday...wow!
M - Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute? being in love...period!
N - Nicknames? Cate Catie CayCay CataBata CateDawg
O - What's the most valued possession? my pillow...love it
P -Person you're crushin on? no crushes...im not the type to crush...
Q - The last quote you heard: everything happens for a reason..i tell myself that everyday!!!!
R - What are you allergic to? nothing...that i know of..good thing though
S - Song u sang last? "come up meet yah tell yah im sorry" the scientist-coldplay
T - Time you woke up? today? about 10 1030
U - Fav. pair of underwear? boy shorts...like the ones from american eagle...LOVE EM
V - Vegetable you hate most? none that i hate...well when it comes to tryin weird things i dont...sooo i like most veggies
W - What are you the most afraid of? Death...and Insects
X - X-rated love life? haha not so much
Y - Year you were born? 1986
Z - zodiac sign? Scorpio
but im off to bed....gnite my loves
--<3-- Caitlin!