Interpretation assistance
I dream a lot, and I usually remember a lot of my dreams. Some of them mean more than others, and some come back another night. This one is a bit traumatic, and has returned to me a couple of times, in slightly different shapes.
It revolves around a little playhouse that we, my older sisters, my cousins and I had when we were younger. (This palyhouse does not exist in real life.) Since my sisters and cousins are over 7 years older than myself, it's sort of like I inherit this cabin when they've grown too old to play with it.
It's a really nice little playhouse, with an authentic kitchen (stove, sink and whatnot) and an outhouse in a little room inside the cabin. The thing is that my sisters and cousins have actually used this outhouse and pooped in it. Despite several years of pooping, nobody has emptied it and it's now so full that poop threatens to spill over. (Also that the poop havent dried during these years, it's quite liquid.)
It smells absolutely terrible, but it doesn't smell feces or outhouse, it has a different smell, bitter and acid. Also, (we've been told that) the outhouse and the poop is highly contagious and poisonous and going near it would make you sick.
Still, despite all this, nobody empties it, and wherever we go in the country (like vacations) we have to bring this playhouse, poop and all. And in one sense, I'm little and I like to play there albeit being afraid of the dangerous poo. But I'm also my current age (19) and rational and asks; "Why the heck is nobody emptying the outhouse and throwing the shit away? And why do we have to bring the cabin wherever we go?" I'm confused and angry about it, but I get no response.
My backstory? Well, I've been accustomed to outhouses since I was little and although I've never liked it, it's never been a big problem to use them/go near them. My dad is quite messy and has trouble ever throwing anything away, while my mom has a phobia for all things dirty. Also I'm not very mentally stable and have a lot of "mind shit" to get rid off. It could totally be about this, or simply the fact that I have had issues with poop the latest years. But then again it's not anything like my regular "bathroom nightmares".
What could this mean? I'm open to every interpretation that could broaden my mind.
It revolves around a little playhouse that we, my older sisters, my cousins and I had when we were younger. (This palyhouse does not exist in real life.) Since my sisters and cousins are over 7 years older than myself, it's sort of like I inherit this cabin when they've grown too old to play with it.
It's a really nice little playhouse, with an authentic kitchen (stove, sink and whatnot) and an outhouse in a little room inside the cabin. The thing is that my sisters and cousins have actually used this outhouse and pooped in it. Despite several years of pooping, nobody has emptied it and it's now so full that poop threatens to spill over. (Also that the poop havent dried during these years, it's quite liquid.)
It smells absolutely terrible, but it doesn't smell feces or outhouse, it has a different smell, bitter and acid. Also, (we've been told that) the outhouse and the poop is highly contagious and poisonous and going near it would make you sick.
Still, despite all this, nobody empties it, and wherever we go in the country (like vacations) we have to bring this playhouse, poop and all. And in one sense, I'm little and I like to play there albeit being afraid of the dangerous poo. But I'm also my current age (19) and rational and asks; "Why the heck is nobody emptying the outhouse and throwing the shit away? And why do we have to bring the cabin wherever we go?" I'm confused and angry about it, but I get no response.
My backstory? Well, I've been accustomed to outhouses since I was little and although I've never liked it, it's never been a big problem to use them/go near them. My dad is quite messy and has trouble ever throwing anything away, while my mom has a phobia for all things dirty. Also I'm not very mentally stable and have a lot of "mind shit" to get rid off. It could totally be about this, or simply the fact that I have had issues with poop the latest years. But then again it's not anything like my regular "bathroom nightmares".
What could this mean? I'm open to every interpretation that could broaden my mind.