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i went to the dr's today...i got two antibiotics there...and she gave me a dr's note..i don't go to work till monday...i been in bed all these days...iw as telling mellie there's a dark print there from my body hehe...this is the first time i can actually sit up and stay up...lemme tell u when u get sick i get sick...oh well...i was so excited that dawson was coming on =) me and jorge saw it together like we always do...that was his lil birhday celebration that we shared together just the 2 of us...he's the one who got me sick but he wouldn't let me get him sick back =\ anywhoo...i've been hooked on er and friends these past few days...even it being that im sick...i love it...im so calm and at peace...im not my crazy self cuz im sick...but im relaxed...i needed this time alone...i never give it to myself...all i've done was sleep, watch tv, listened to some good tunes from dawson's and get lost in deep thoughts.
you know people always ask me...don't u ever feel lonely? and i always sit and think on it not because i don't know the answer because i do..and no im not lonely...but i go so far out into thinking that my mind wanders off and i put myself in their shoes...and it hurts...its hurts because i wish people can see what i see...this world that we live in...so much to see and do...and all this time is so fragile and not used properly...so to go along with my answer...by me being alone doesn't put a stop on anything that i want to do in life...i want to look over mountains and follow the stars all around this place...and i can handle that alone...its something that will be with me forever...in my mind and at heart...so when people don't get to see what i see...just by me telling them what i saw and how beautiful and amazing it all is...just that means more than anything...than i can share that others...so yes...i love it...this is a part of my life that i will one days hare with my children and future peeps...my world..what i lived...and who i am...
so i got alil deep there...hopefully u guys will understand it =p im sure u will but u know how there are always those people who are just like ? ok...=p ok well drea is going back to hibernation.
you know people always ask me...don't u ever feel lonely? and i always sit and think on it not because i don't know the answer because i do..and no im not lonely...but i go so far out into thinking that my mind wanders off and i put myself in their shoes...and it hurts...its hurts because i wish people can see what i see...this world that we live in...so much to see and do...and all this time is so fragile and not used properly...so to go along with my answer...by me being alone doesn't put a stop on anything that i want to do in life...i want to look over mountains and follow the stars all around this place...and i can handle that alone...its something that will be with me forever...in my mind and at heart...so when people don't get to see what i see...just by me telling them what i saw and how beautiful and amazing it all is...just that means more than anything...than i can share that others...so yes...i love it...this is a part of my life that i will one days hare with my children and future peeps...my world..what i lived...and who i am...
so i got alil deep there...hopefully u guys will understand it =p im sure u will but u know how there are always those people who are just like ? ok...=p ok well drea is going back to hibernation.