Lift you up like the sweetest angel, Take you down like a whore
I need to get a job in 1 week, or my dad is selling my car.
Lovely, isn't it?
I don't know if he is serious or not. I just stopped caring. It will be easy to get a job once I don't even HAVE a car, don't you think? Bullshit, if you ask me. Who else is going to drive to the store at 9 pm when he has the munchies, or go visit grandma? If I still run his errands, it means I would have to drive, and that means the truck I used to drive, which I love driving so much. So it's like, I still win. He shouldn't try to raise me now, it's too late.
This kid asked me to live with him and he would buy my plane ticket and everything, and I want to. I just found out something weird too (I think, anyway) and need to tell Ms. Amy about it.
I have absolutely nothing going for me, I'm such a fucking loser.
I've totally lacked the self motevation necessary to be a productive human being lately. I hate myself for it.
I don't know what the hell I'm going to do.
I was however, watching Jay Leno the other night. Papa Roach was on, and the lead singer is fucking hot. It was at that moment I realized I had a rock star fetish. lol. Yea..Then the next night I was watching, and Crossfade was playing.
"I never really
wanted you to see...
the screwed up side of me...
...that I keep...
...locked inside of me so deep...
...it always seems to get to me"
Those are tight fucking words. So anyways, I decided at that moment that I wanted to be in the musical industry. I want to be around rockstars all the time. I have no idea what career opportunity that leaves, but it would be fun as fuck. I may look into it, or I may not. Whatever.
Don't you hate it when you're talking to someone online, and you're hanging on their every word, and it takes them FOREVER to respond? I don't know if it is something that bugs only me, but I think it's annoying...haha. Then again I"m quite the attention whore, and like it when I have someone's devoted attention. I hate it when people act like they don't care, or play hard to get...because you will just lose my interest instead of making my heart grow fonder.
lame
--Cassie P
Lovely, isn't it?
I don't know if he is serious or not. I just stopped caring. It will be easy to get a job once I don't even HAVE a car, don't you think? Bullshit, if you ask me. Who else is going to drive to the store at 9 pm when he has the munchies, or go visit grandma? If I still run his errands, it means I would have to drive, and that means the truck I used to drive, which I love driving so much. So it's like, I still win. He shouldn't try to raise me now, it's too late.
This kid asked me to live with him and he would buy my plane ticket and everything, and I want to. I just found out something weird too (I think, anyway) and need to tell Ms. Amy about it.
I have absolutely nothing going for me, I'm such a fucking loser.
I've totally lacked the self motevation necessary to be a productive human being lately. I hate myself for it.
I don't know what the hell I'm going to do.
I was however, watching Jay Leno the other night. Papa Roach was on, and the lead singer is fucking hot. It was at that moment I realized I had a rock star fetish. lol. Yea..Then the next night I was watching, and Crossfade was playing.
"I never really
wanted you to see...
the screwed up side of me...
...that I keep...
...locked inside of me so deep...
...it always seems to get to me"
Those are tight fucking words. So anyways, I decided at that moment that I wanted to be in the musical industry. I want to be around rockstars all the time. I have no idea what career opportunity that leaves, but it would be fun as fuck. I may look into it, or I may not. Whatever.
Don't you hate it when you're talking to someone online, and you're hanging on their every word, and it takes them FOREVER to respond? I don't know if it is something that bugs only me, but I think it's annoying...haha. Then again I"m quite the attention whore, and like it when I have someone's devoted attention. I hate it when people act like they don't care, or play hard to get...because you will just lose my interest instead of making my heart grow fonder.
lame
--Cassie P