Fourth Of July
Isabelle and I looked at the fireworks from my backyard tonight.
It was unbelievably beautiful, and I felt like a kid again with her, standing on the patio chairs and screaming about how cool the lights looked!
They looked like they were coming right at us! hahaha
I feel so happy and connected with her, as well as everyone else looking at the same fireworks as we did tonight.
It was crazy! Sheesh. I wish we could've been on acid, though. Even though it was already incredible enough.
Even though it wasn't like the last two Fourth of July experiences she and I had, this one was particularly great just for tht one reason.
The fireworks! And the fact that we watched them together and got so excited about it.
I'm happy. I'm gonna change. I feel like myself again, so I am thinking that it's a start for my changing process. A change to become myself again.
I miss a lot of people right now. I wish that they could help me become myself again, as well.
But I'm so glad that Isabelle's here. She's the main person who could make me see that I need to change for the better. She's helping me get there :)
FUCKING CALIFORNIA! Can't wait to come back & stay, again.
It was unbelievably beautiful, and I felt like a kid again with her, standing on the patio chairs and screaming about how cool the lights looked!
They looked like they were coming right at us! hahaha
I feel so happy and connected with her, as well as everyone else looking at the same fireworks as we did tonight.
It was crazy! Sheesh. I wish we could've been on acid, though. Even though it was already incredible enough.
Even though it wasn't like the last two Fourth of July experiences she and I had, this one was particularly great just for tht one reason.
The fireworks! And the fact that we watched them together and got so excited about it.
I'm happy. I'm gonna change. I feel like myself again, so I am thinking that it's a start for my changing process. A change to become myself again.
I miss a lot of people right now. I wish that they could help me become myself again, as well.
But I'm so glad that Isabelle's here. She's the main person who could make me see that I need to change for the better. She's helping me get there :)
FUCKING CALIFORNIA! Can't wait to come back & stay, again.