Stop believing everything you hear.
Yesterday= LOVE. William James Guerrero, Isabelle and I love you so fucking much.
2 year anniversary. One of the best nights of my life. Nothing can touch it.
Everything always gets misconstrued.
Things have been alright, I guess. For some reason, I can't seem to get that happy about anything anymore.
I'm just neutral all the time, any time, every time.
If I'm not indifferent, then I'm pretty fucking bummed out.
I wish that you didn't think that you were sure about all of it never meaning a thing.
And I wish you'd come back. Or think that it was worth it to come back to patch things up.
I wish you wouldn't try being so logical.
Stop thinking, just do what you feel in your stomach.
I wish you wanted closure like I want the closure.
I wish we didn't need closure to begin with.
I wish that we didn't stop talking, that it was just another short gap that we'd have.
I wish that when you came back, you would have tried finding me.
I wish that I knew where to find you.
I wish you'd call me.
or send me emails like you used to.
I hope you're alright.
It's fucking lame when people that 'love' you soooooo much just stop talking to you for no reason.
I wonder if I've done that to somebody before.
Of my beautiful sister, Isabelle:
OH YEAH: You didn't give up on my sister. She gave up on you a LONGGGG time ago. She just put up with all of your nonsense for as long as she could. Get over it. Stop being so fucking bitter and rude about it, because she's acting pretty mature, I'd say. If she's so damn depressing, why weren't you a good friend who tried helping her depression? Hm? Maybe she depressed you because you never helped to ease what was ailing her, did you ever think about that?
She hasn't changed, and she isn't fake. She's being real by not pretending to like you. She doesn't, but at least she's not a bitch about it, is she? Don't reply to this. It's pointless, just leave it as it is now. Your entry just pissed me off.
SO, Halloween, yeah?!
2 year anniversary. One of the best nights of my life. Nothing can touch it.
Everything always gets misconstrued.
Things have been alright, I guess. For some reason, I can't seem to get that happy about anything anymore.
I'm just neutral all the time, any time, every time.
If I'm not indifferent, then I'm pretty fucking bummed out.
I wish that you didn't think that you were sure about all of it never meaning a thing.
And I wish you'd come back. Or think that it was worth it to come back to patch things up.
I wish you wouldn't try being so logical.
Stop thinking, just do what you feel in your stomach.
I wish you wanted closure like I want the closure.
I wish we didn't need closure to begin with.
I wish that we didn't stop talking, that it was just another short gap that we'd have.
I wish that when you came back, you would have tried finding me.
I wish that I knew where to find you.
I wish you'd call me.
or send me emails like you used to.
I hope you're alright.
It's fucking lame when people that 'love' you soooooo much just stop talking to you for no reason.
I wonder if I've done that to somebody before.
Of my beautiful sister, Isabelle:
OH YEAH: You didn't give up on my sister. She gave up on you a LONGGGG time ago. She just put up with all of your nonsense for as long as she could. Get over it. Stop being so fucking bitter and rude about it, because she's acting pretty mature, I'd say. If she's so damn depressing, why weren't you a good friend who tried helping her depression? Hm? Maybe she depressed you because you never helped to ease what was ailing her, did you ever think about that?
She hasn't changed, and she isn't fake. She's being real by not pretending to like you. She doesn't, but at least she's not a bitch about it, is she? Don't reply to this. It's pointless, just leave it as it is now. Your entry just pissed me off.
SO, Halloween, yeah?!