-is in pain-

[_dorkyl3oo_]

I swear, if I were to bear a child right at this moment, I'd be passed the fuck out from exhaustion. Work has been so horrible. They give me 3days off, I come back Wednsday. Come to find out they didnt have an opening carhop. So they were without a carhop till 9am when I came in. So, from 9am to 4pm, I was the only fucking carhop. I was so tired, and sore from being on skates, running all that fucking food to so many impatient people. Then the following day I was the only carhop from 2pm to 5pm. Again, I was dealing with alot of fucking orders to run out on skates as quickly as possible on my own. Many, many, many impatient people catching attitudes with me. My own patience was worn pretty thin as it is having none to begin with. Friday wasnt so bad... I was there from noon to 5pm. I was s'posed to work till 8pm, but my shift leaders saw how worn out I was from the previous days.

Of course, I ended up spending the remaining 3hrs till I had to be home, with Tim. He kept me busy. -giggles- Yesterday, after work we had been laying down watching tv before he had to run me home, and he had to go to work. He had his head resting on my stomache, his head popped up all of a sudden, he looks up at me, and says, "I think I just felt something kick!!" It kind of made me cringe... but I couldnt help smiling at the thought of actually being able to see a hopeful future.

I've got so much to do in so little time... ugh.. I'm glad to be off my ass, but so much of this is making me so exhausted.