You're right the things weren't right. They were completely out of spite and I apologize for that. I was very angry for some reason. I am not longer. It is only smiles I get now. I think more of what we were and not what we were not. As I told you previously I am no the same person. Many things are different for me. I have spent much of the past year and a half or so trying to figure out where I went wrong in the latter part of our friendship. And only recently have I come to the realize that, for whatever reason it may be you never realized I only wanted you to be happy. I honestly tried and I guess for some reason or another that is not what came off. I blame myself. The only thing I do know is that you were my best friend then...you weren't. I have never been the same. But that is also one thing I have come to enjoy is where life will take you and who you will meet. It is hard at the time to see how each person molded you. And it is even more exciting to find out that maybe people you might have thought affected you in the negative...you later find out affected you in the not so negative. This realization about you and I was an especially exciting one. And it was only after I got over the anger that I let myself heal, so to speak. You take care as well, Yvette. ;)
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