grr
ok so yeah
it took me awhile
for me to actually finally admit that i like charles. i mean, alex should have the right to know who i like right now, but when i told him about i got a vibe that i like fran again cause of stuff.. then.. eh.. and all he simply said was, not verbatim though, "its ok, nobody has control in who they like, but it wasn't a vibe cause vibes are..." yeah. eh.. why the fuck do i like charles..
its just.. its a hypocritical sitch.
he's a freshman, im a sophomore. he dated a senior. i thought, "get someone ur own age everytime i saw them together" i actually would've shot her. and she keeps on like, hitting on him, when he broke up with her, meaning, there is nothing to try to recover so get the fuck off bitch. yeah, im like releasing my anger, since i cant do that on my diary.
i dont want to like him. he's too.. out there. xai says she couldnt tell a difference of when jennifer was dating him and when she isnt. gawd, just wish she'd get her fucking hands off of him. oh god, great. im acting as if we are going out, and wouldnt want anybody to be near him.
she also says he's not boyfriend like material. but i beg to differ yet agree at the same time. he flirts. too much. way too much. and she thinks that he likes me. and i think i should tell him how i feel. but then i'd be chasing him away. i dont know.
we were meant to go to the movies on saturday. with a bunch of our friends. but its caroline's birthday. well screw that. he didn't even like dani's due to the music. and we text messaged each other a lot, and got like 8 missed calls from him and 2 text messages. whatever.
he doesnt like me
we're just friends.
besides, i.. never mind. i dont have alex..
squishy
it took me awhile
for me to actually finally admit that i like charles. i mean, alex should have the right to know who i like right now, but when i told him about i got a vibe that i like fran again cause of stuff.. then.. eh.. and all he simply said was, not verbatim though, "its ok, nobody has control in who they like, but it wasn't a vibe cause vibes are..." yeah. eh.. why the fuck do i like charles..
its just.. its a hypocritical sitch.
he's a freshman, im a sophomore. he dated a senior. i thought, "get someone ur own age everytime i saw them together" i actually would've shot her. and she keeps on like, hitting on him, when he broke up with her, meaning, there is nothing to try to recover so get the fuck off bitch. yeah, im like releasing my anger, since i cant do that on my diary.
i dont want to like him. he's too.. out there. xai says she couldnt tell a difference of when jennifer was dating him and when she isnt. gawd, just wish she'd get her fucking hands off of him. oh god, great. im acting as if we are going out, and wouldnt want anybody to be near him.
she also says he's not boyfriend like material. but i beg to differ yet agree at the same time. he flirts. too much. way too much. and she thinks that he likes me. and i think i should tell him how i feel. but then i'd be chasing him away. i dont know.
we were meant to go to the movies on saturday. with a bunch of our friends. but its caroline's birthday. well screw that. he didn't even like dani's due to the music. and we text messaged each other a lot, and got like 8 missed calls from him and 2 text messages. whatever.
he doesnt like me
we're just friends.
besides, i.. never mind. i dont have alex..
squishy