Jul 30, 2007 12:14
I am a blonde...
it's fun, and I love the change, but so far people have been wak-jobs about it. only work colleges coz they're all old and stupid. and my dad coz he's the biggest tool of them all. Kato is the bomb for doing it for me. I love having such a talented housemate.
I'm applying for different jobs. I hate this fucking low life place. its so incredibly corrupt! I don't need anything to make me more cynical about the world than I already am, so its time to make like a hockey player and get the puck outta here! hehe. cute.
i'm a little disheartened lately but I think its just one of those crazy phases I go through. I love my new housemates but I have a feeling we'll be having a domestic soon. and there's nothing wrong with that. people fight, they get over it, its life. sometimes I feel like there's no point in me talking. I get talked over and cut off and its like they only ask me questions so that they have something to respond to so that they can talk about themselves some more. it might just be the mood I'm in at the moment, and I know they don't mean it but I feel like they are more interested in hearing about themselves than anything about me... plus I'm not allowed to have any input whatsoever into how the lounge is being arranged and forgive me if I'm wrong but whose name is on the fucking lease? mine! who's been living there for almost 9 months? Me! and who will spend most of the time in the lounge? me! and lastly, who said they could even bring all the stuff in to begin with? me! I'm sick of being overlooked, its not fair.