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i'm updating for jimmy.
well, my life has pretty much gone down the shitter, but most of you knew that. i have finished the new room process, which is aswesome. its pimped out. not really, but you know.
the only people i like are pretty much jimmy, brandi and kerry. everyone else can suck my strap on.
i dont even want summer to come anymore. i pretty much dont care about what happens. dont get me wrong, i still hate school more than anything, but i cant take being home alone all summer, which is whats going to happen. i still need a job, and i cant find one. go figure.
my solution is smoking many a thing. and suicide. but thats no good. i'll prolly just watch the history channel alot, and adult swim. cause everyone knows i love my meatwad.
this is a depressing journal entry. but i'm not really sad, or angry. i'm just there. it's shitty, thinking all these horrible things and not feeling them, just taking it in. i'm still holding out for something amazing to happen. theres always that little bit of hope. i'm just wishing i wouldnt lose faith in that.
well, my life has pretty much gone down the shitter, but most of you knew that. i have finished the new room process, which is aswesome. its pimped out. not really, but you know.
the only people i like are pretty much jimmy, brandi and kerry. everyone else can suck my strap on.
i dont even want summer to come anymore. i pretty much dont care about what happens. dont get me wrong, i still hate school more than anything, but i cant take being home alone all summer, which is whats going to happen. i still need a job, and i cant find one. go figure.
my solution is smoking many a thing. and suicide. but thats no good. i'll prolly just watch the history channel alot, and adult swim. cause everyone knows i love my meatwad.
this is a depressing journal entry. but i'm not really sad, or angry. i'm just there. it's shitty, thinking all these horrible things and not feeling them, just taking it in. i'm still holding out for something amazing to happen. theres always that little bit of hope. i'm just wishing i wouldnt lose faith in that.